get real

Dear feelings,
I was just saying a while ago that i'm feeling better than yesterday. I'm feeling better that somehow i miss him less today than yesterday.i guess it's better this way. Maybe after all it's just an illusion, a dream. But darn it, it still breaks my heart somehow. Oh please reality slap me. Wake me up please!

Dear you,
I didn't plan on feeling this way for you. It's my fault too coz i've made myself believe in you, made myself fall for you. I should've been more careful. I should've not entertained you. I should've not given you attention.
Maybe in time i'll get over you but for now maybe i should bear the pain. It's my fault anyway. :(

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Dear feelings,
You can't be serious, can you? You're not supposed to feel that way. What are you thinking? Oh right, you don't think at all I guess. You shouldn' t feel that way. You're crazy! You can't miss him! You can't miss him! Oh fish! You miss him. It's all your fault. You shouldn't be feeling that way. You should've known. Now you're missing him! Darn!
***deep sigh***
Now i feel sorry for you. I hate you feelings!

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oh dear oh dear

I don't like this feeling - this feeling of missing someone and i'm not even sure if he misses me...darn it. This is crazy. Really crazy! I hate it. It's just crazy!

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wth

I hate stAying in the 4 corners of this room. So bored. Why can't we just go out? I hate it. It's friday and shouldn't we supposed to be not here. ***deep sigh***

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sure that i'm not

I wasn't playing a game. I know I'm not. That's how i trully felt. I know there were times that i was in doubt but the moment i said those words, they're real.
Life's complicated or maybe it's me that's complicated. Love's complicated. Relationships can be complicated.
What to do???!!

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i wish i could cry harder. i wish no one's watching so no one would ask why. So i wouldn't have to explain. I wish i could run , run to somewhere far away. I'm in vain and my eyes are trying to hold back the tears.
Can I just be somewhere else?
Can I just vanish even for a while?
I wish I could be where my heart longs to be.
I wish...

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just maybe

I guess i still believe in fairy tales, in destiny, in a soulmate and a true love. Maybe just maybe someone out there is meant for someone. And maybe somewhere someone is meant for me - uh, funny, this almost made me laugh. I'm not a hopeless romantic, i guess.
Time will tell and i'll no longer keep on guessing. It's still a beautiful world :)

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