get real

Dear feelings,
I was just saying a while ago that i'm feeling better than yesterday. I'm feeling better that somehow i miss him less today than yesterday.i guess it's better this way. Maybe after all it's just an illusion, a dream. But darn it, it still breaks my heart somehow. Oh please reality slap me. Wake me up please!

Dear you,
I didn't plan on feeling this way for you. It's my fault too coz i've made myself believe in you, made myself fall for you. I should've been more careful. I should've not entertained you. I should've not given you attention.
Maybe in time i'll get over you but for now maybe i should bear the pain. It's my fault anyway. :(

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Dear feelings,
You can't be serious, can you? You're not supposed to feel that way. What are you thinking? Oh right, you don't think at all I guess. You shouldn' t feel that way. You're crazy! You can't miss him! You can't miss him! Oh fish! You miss him. It's all your fault. You shouldn't be feeling that way. You should've known. Now you're missing him! Darn!
***deep sigh***
Now i feel sorry for you. I hate you feelings!

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oh dear oh dear

I don't like this feeling - this feeling of missing someone and i'm not even sure if he misses me...darn it. This is crazy. Really crazy! I hate it. It's just crazy!

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wth

I hate stAying in the 4 corners of this room. So bored. Why can't we just go out? I hate it. It's friday and shouldn't we supposed to be not here. ***deep sigh***

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sure that i'm not

I wasn't playing a game. I know I'm not. That's how i trully felt. I know there were times that i was in doubt but the moment i said those words, they're real.
Life's complicated or maybe it's me that's complicated. Love's complicated. Relationships can be complicated.
What to do???!!

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i wish i could cry harder. i wish no one's watching so no one would ask why. So i wouldn't have to explain. I wish i could run , run to somewhere far away. I'm in vain and my eyes are trying to hold back the tears.
Can I just be somewhere else?
Can I just vanish even for a while?
I wish I could be where my heart longs to be.
I wish...

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just maybe

I guess i still believe in fairy tales, in destiny, in a soulmate and a true love. Maybe just maybe someone out there is meant for someone. And maybe somewhere someone is meant for me - uh, funny, this almost made me laugh. I'm not a hopeless romantic, i guess.
Time will tell and i'll no longer keep on guessing. It's still a beautiful world :)

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my prayer

Tonight I pray for all the mothers who have been hurt and abandoned by their children. I pray that they will have strong hearts to carry the burden and most especially I pray that every children will realize the importance of their parents. Not everyone are blessed to have mothers that they can call so for those who have their mothers with them learn to appreciate them and love them. I love my mother and I'm always thankful for having her around.

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I'm now starting to love Fridays. It's always fun spending time with my sister. Being away from home, it's a wonderful feeling that I still have my fanily here - my sister,brother and nephew.
We went to church in the morning and stroll around BCC.

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a month

It's been a month and 3 days that I've been here. Got boring days and had fun at times. Wish i could see more of the country. I still need that longer patience that i've been praying for.

wahooo

It was a fun filled friday in Wahoo.

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i should be thankful

sometimes what matters is at the end of the day you're able to smile and thank God for making it through another day. so i'm thankful for today although i felt a little bad earlier. tomorrow is going to be a brand new day :)

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if i die young

I think this song has a nice melody though it speaks of death.

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with my sister

Glad to spend a few days with my sister. She's one of the most unselfish people that i know. I always wish her the best of everything coz she truly deserves it.

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my nephew and i

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if..

If i'm really part of your dream, you'll find your way to me...

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tnx modern technology!

Now i can blog anytime i want. Btw, im so glad my sister's here. I owe her a lot.

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these past few days

Visited a relative yesterday and glad was able to get out of the house these past few days. I guess there are a lot of things to see here and places to visit.

hello bahrain

It's been more than a week since I arrived here - a week and 3 days. The trip was pretty good. I always like riding in an airplane especially a long flight. For some reasons it makes me feel so faraway and literally seems like the world is down below. Away from everything but not exactly everyone.
I can't help but smile when I first arrived here. This is the second foreign land that I've been to and I still want to see more places. Hopefully I can stay here a little bit longer. I haven't seen a lot of places here yet but I'm looking forward to see it.
Some of the days were boring. It's just so hot to go outside. But hopefully it's gonna be different soon.