You're amazing

This time last year, you opened my heart and made me believe that soul mates do exist, that someone is destined for me, and you made all those dreams that I have come true, you're an answer to my prayers. I'm no longer waiting in line nor searching for that one man that would prove to me that there's a soul mate and a destiny. 

I just want to let you know that I am thankful and I'm so blessed being loved by you. You are amazing! I can't ask for anything else in this world. Maybe you don't have any idea how happy I am for finding a place in your heart. Do you know how happy I am when I hear your voice? How I get excited when I hear my phone rings and see your name in there? How I get so conscious when we're talking and when you're looking at me? You still give me butterflies. 

When I look at you and I see the smiles in your eyes, my heart jumps in joy. I love the way you laugh, the way you talk, the way you call me, the way you make me feel loved, the way you care, the way you comfort me, the way you tease me, the way you treat me, I love every single way that you do for me. I love the way you love me. I love you in every single way.

Thank you babe for showing me what true love is. Thank you for believing in us.Thank you for being my best friend,my man,  my lover, my soul mate, my one true love. I just want you to know that the most wonderful thing I decided to do was to share my life and heart with you.  I love you always .xoxo

Life offshore

You sleep then wake up the following day, be a functioning adult, work to earn and at the end of the day, be glad that it's over then do the same stuff again. 

I used to dream of working offshore, be in a different environment and be challenged in the differences in culture... Now I feel like my excitement in living here slowly fades... I feel like I'm a zombie, just working to live... Except that of course zombies eat to live (oh no, they're dead they don't eat to live, they eat because that's what they have to do).  Uh, am I becoming a zombie? Just working because I have to? The fact is I don't really have to be here if I don't want to... I don't have my kids to feed or some serious obligations to fulfill... Oh, I guess I'm just trying to be a functioning adult... Isn't that fun? No, not at all. The thing is I still don't know what I really want... But I wanna go to Vietnam and try it there. I guess my heart still belongs to teaching. 

Someday soon, I know I'll be leaving this place and maybe I'll miss this place...I can't wait to miss this place.