Just a thought

Breathe in, breathe out... Lucky those date palms swaying to the rhythm of the wind. They seem to be enjoying every bit of their day. 

I watch them and I'm drifted to a summer in the beach in flip flops and sipping mojito, enjoying the cool breeze and watching the waves go rushing to the shore.

I think I'm missing life. I know I'm not a tree and I can change my situation now but I guess for now I'm up against the wall. I won't be doing this forever and won't be here forever so I guess I just have to take things easy. This soon shall pass...

I still wish I'm out there in the beach listening to the waves instead of hearing the cars passing by... 

Soon... 🌴☀️🍉🏊🌻

You're amazing

This time last year, you opened my heart and made me believe that soul mates do exist, that someone is destined for me, and you made all those dreams that I have come true, you're an answer to my prayers. I'm no longer waiting in line nor searching for that one man that would prove to me that there's a soul mate and a destiny. 

I just want to let you know that I am thankful and I'm so blessed being loved by you. You are amazing! I can't ask for anything else in this world. Maybe you don't have any idea how happy I am for finding a place in your heart. Do you know how happy I am when I hear your voice? How I get excited when I hear my phone rings and see your name in there? How I get so conscious when we're talking and when you're looking at me? You still give me butterflies. 

When I look at you and I see the smiles in your eyes, my heart jumps in joy. I love the way you laugh, the way you talk, the way you call me, the way you make me feel loved, the way you care, the way you comfort me, the way you tease me, the way you treat me, I love every single way that you do for me. I love the way you love me. I love you in every single way.

Thank you babe for showing me what true love is. Thank you for believing in us.Thank you for being my best friend,my man,  my lover, my soul mate, my one true love. I just want you to know that the most wonderful thing I decided to do was to share my life and heart with you.  I love you always .xoxo

Life offshore

You sleep then wake up the following day, be a functioning adult, work to earn and at the end of the day, be glad that it's over then do the same stuff again. 

I used to dream of working offshore, be in a different environment and be challenged in the differences in culture... Now I feel like my excitement in living here slowly fades... I feel like I'm a zombie, just working to live... Except that of course zombies eat to live (oh no, they're dead they don't eat to live, they eat because that's what they have to do).  Uh, am I becoming a zombie? Just working because I have to? The fact is I don't really have to be here if I don't want to... I don't have my kids to feed or some serious obligations to fulfill... Oh, I guess I'm just trying to be a functioning adult... Isn't that fun? No, not at all. The thing is I still don't know what I really want... But I wanna go to Vietnam and try it there. I guess my heart still belongs to teaching. 

Someday soon, I know I'll be leaving this place and maybe I'll miss this place...I can't wait to miss this place.

Good morning!

It feels so good to wake up not being bothered by the alarm or the time running out. Woke up a bit late after staying up late... That's balance I guess ;-)

Lazy and cozy... 

Going home

After two long years... Actually it didn't really seem so long but I'm glad I'm coming home. Waiting for my departure... 

And I love you so

So you maybe far far away but that doesn't and won't stop me from loving you. You know that I'll just be right here waiting for you whatever it takes. You're one of the bestest blessings 

in my life and I just can't thank God enough for blessing me with a love like you. 

A visit from the past

I wish I'm a child again, worrying nothing, day dreaming, playing till mealtime, just doing all those stuff that kids do. 

I have a great childhood and now I just can't help but reminisce those memories. Those times during school vacation where my siblings and I would just go to the farm at the back of our house and build a shack and pretend that it's our house then we would mould some clay and make some pots out of if and would cook some stuff out of leaves, and seeds and other stuff. 

I think it's a wonderful escape walking down memory lane. 

Things have sure changed a lot. I'm still thankful that I have those great memories to look back. I miss being a child again.