Till my heartaches end...

Till my heartaches end...

     I've been really feeling so gloomy and down these past few days but I guess I've been able to handle it pretty well. One has to be strong in this cruel world. At least I still have good friends who cheer me up. 

     I admit that I still find myself in tears every now and then. Sure it's not easy to get over you but maybe one day, I'll understand why things just didn't work out just the way we planned. I still admit though that I still have this little hope that you'll still find your way back to me. If not, then I guess it is what it is. I won't beg you to stay. I hope you're happy though.

     A big thank you to all my friends who cheer me up. It's still good to have people who listen to you and make you feel that they care about you. I'm still blessed though.

    

life

I learned that life is not like a movie that when somebody loves you, he'll do whatever it takes to keep you and love you. Reality is, the people whom you think will never leave you will eventually leave. The love that you thought that will be yours forever will be lost. It's not like a movie where when relationship falls apart, there's a second chance. Sometimes it's just like that. You lose everything all at once and there's nothing you can do but watch your life crumble down. 

If only crying could heal everything. If only you could have a selective amnesia so you could chose to forget those parts that tear your heart into a million pieces. If only you could just completely throw the screenplay of your life and forget all about it and start a new story without being bothered by the last. If only... But it's not like that... Life is tough and people can be so cruel. You too perhaps are cruel at some point but you know that deep down you still have that fragile heart and emotion that makes you so vulnerable and is capable of breaking down.