keep going

It's been four months since I last checked this site. I just realized I want to keep this blog...for my own benefits. It's good to keep track of all those days that I've been here and the memories that I have while I am in the island. I say there's really nothing new that's going on in my life. I think it's just the mundane day to day living (but at least I'm still alive and I still get to shop somehow haha). So let me just recall what I've been up to for the last 4 months. Of course there's the usual complain about boredom but there are some sunshine too.

SO for now, I guess I just have to live each day coz there's really nothing I can do about it, yeah seriously. Maybe it is still true that some of the best things in our life is yet to come. Till then.

Sunshine

Okay, so maybe not all the time I feel bored here. Buying stuff does really help. Going out and breaking the usual sched is great.

:-(

I wish I could just vanish into thin air. No trace at all.

What a life!!!!

I don't wanna curse as much as possible but if I'm gonna be living like this... Ah f***
I don't like this kind of life. It's killing me. Boring boring boring!
Am I having fun yet?!!!

Wondering

Thinking causes problem or shall I say over thinking causes problems but sometimes I just can't help it.
I wonder what's in store for me. I wonder where this road will lead me.
There are things in my life that make me really sad and things that worry me and of course things that bore me. Oh god! But I still thank god for the things that I have.

Tick Tock

I really wish I'm not here. Boring boring boring! Going here is like the lousiest decision I've ever made. And I do regret coming here.
One day of happiness and you get 6 days of boredom. Can it get any better? Sick and tired being here 😢

*sigh* I just feel so broken hearted. I thought he's my soulmate...