Breaking my heart

How sad... My heart's crying. I wish you didn't make me fall for you. I wish you didn't tell me all your feelings coz now I feel alone and broken. It's just so sad. I still can't get you off of my mind...

Again...

Am I gonna be heartbroken again? Im heartbroken again...

Reminder

I guess I have to constantly remind myself not to fall too deeply and get back to reality...

❤

And I love you so!

Anxious

Anxious about my interview this afternoon... It really makes me nervous thinking about it. If only I can't just think about it but I just can't help it... Hope it's over now. Can I just like fast forward the hours today?

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And true enough I don't have the faintest idea on what's going on between you and me. I'm not even sure if what between us is real. Sometimes I'm not even sure if what you feel for me is real. And sometimes I'm having doubts...
And about my life... I'm anxious what's gonna happen if I'm going to get that job. I feel the pressure already... Whoaaa...
Help me God!

Ugh

I think I'm difficult... I'm indecisive... I'm confused... Ugh!

Don't you remember?

It was just like yesterday when we were so in love and now I don't even know if I've ever crossed your mind. You're still on my mind but I'm slowly realizing that maybe what we've said to each other are now distant memories. I was happy to confess my feelings and I was happy to know that I'm in your heart (or was in your heart). I don't have hard feelings. I know I just have to realize that at some point, things have to end. People change. Feelings change. I think I just have to stop this illusion that maybe it's gonna be you and me in the future.
I felt this feelings before. I know I'm gonna feel sorry that things didn't end up as expected, that words are now just words, and that things are not gonna get real between us but I know one day I'll look back and these memories won't bring sadness anymore.
I'll understand if I'm not gonna hear anything from you again. I guess it's better that way. At least we've tried...